I love today, Today is a great day

永远

2011-08-16T13:49:00.002+08:00

不相信爱情有永远的我
不相信友情有永远的我
真的希望从你身上
看见未来的我们
希望在你身上看见永远

A Good news..

2011-08-03T01:26:00.002+08:00

from my beloved today..
As he said, is a bonus for us
to meet up next week..
He's coming!! to visit me once again
Although just for few hours,
but really is a bonus for us~
Because we expected only can meet on Oct
I will treasure every mins and sec with u!
And im sorry that i couldn't promise u
that i wun cry when u're leaving Msia..
You always told me not to cry
But u were the one crying too! =X
Looking forward for that day!
I cant wait to see u dear!

8th Months...

2011-08-01T00:41:00.002+08:00

Happy 8th months baby dear!
I wish theres more 8 months with u <3
I will miss and love u more than last month! =P
Was bored without my baby skyping with me tonite
and i went to ur blog hehe
Lookin at the emo post, still can feel the pain
And we really knw that, is hard and tough
for us to finally be together!
My life changed after we couple up
For this 8 months, i been thru happy thns with u
I really love every moment with u
Thank you so much dear..

Baby dear..

2011-07-27T00:29:00.005+08:00

I really really miss you!
Its been 70 days since i last met u
I really miss the way u hold me tight!
I really miss you like crazy!
How to overcome another 2 months
For our next meeting? =(((

我的骄傲

2011-07-13T02:23:00.002+08:00

是你的好。。
你给的微笑，
你给的依靠，
你给的拥抱，
你给的关心，
你给的爱护，
你给的温柔，
你给的体贴，
你给的安全，
你给的快乐，
你给的幸福，
你给的一切，
都是我的骄傲！

For your heart on me..

2011-07-08T01:58:00.003+08:00

We're ten thousand miles apart
Although when i reach out my fingers
I cant touch or feel that u're just beside me
But everytime when we skype or viber in bed
and went to sleep together
I really really feel warmth
and can feel that u're just beside me
Eye to eye, cheek to cheek,
Arm in arm, side by side
Baby u're just beside me!!!
Listen to ur snore..
Sometimes when u was about to fall asleep
I can hear u mumble saying
''I love you dear, i really do''
Haha and the next day i asked you
And u say that u didnt knw u said that
Hmm.. How cute is my big baby hehe
So, Im here to say that
Baby, i really do love you too!

感情

2011-06-23T20:29:00.002+08:00

一对在一起已经差不多七个月的情侣
如果重来没有争吵或吵架
是一件好事或坏事？
还是是你一直在让我
容忍我？
还是你不开心也不说出口呢？
我真的很开心有你这个男朋友
看见别的情侣问题多多
但我们的问题是在于距离而已
我相信对我们来说不是一个大问题
谢谢你 dear。。。

2 weeks..

2011-06-23T02:08:00.003+08:00

has passed since the day u went for ns
and gonna book out on fri evening
and gonna chat with u in skype for 2 days (only)
after last night,
then i really realised that
i need u so badly, i cannot lose you baby
u were too busy in camp and couldn't call me in time
i was so worried, plus really miss u
i cried alone when i was bathing..
i know u will be fine in camp,
but i just need to talk to u
is a NEED, not WANT
but once u called, i was damn happy
and i even cried alot when i was talkin with you
im so sorry baby to make u worried about me
i'll try nt to let my tears fall easily
i cant wait to talk to u in skype on friday nite
starting from next week,
i'll wait for every weekend to book out
perhaps that makes me feel that time will pass abit faster?
i really miss u dear,
im too bored and went to our facebook
and clicked 'see friendship'
our memories and older posts are there
it makes me smile alot while readin it <3
im sleepin now, and is another day after i woke up
then is another day closer to see you!
goodnite my love,
hope u're sleepin well now
and see u in dreamland =)

爱情

2011-06-21T18:59:00.003+08:00

是那么的神圣
那么的美丽
有些人
到底把爱情当成什么了？
为什么不好好的看待呢？
是不够爱对方
还是不想被爱情绑着呢？

宝贝

2011-06-20T03:25:00.004+08:00

你知道吗？
在新加坡和你度过的四天三夜
真的是很开心很幸福
也是我度过最快乐的生日
虽然我们见面和相处的时间很少
但这样才能够考验我们的爱情
也应此会珍惜能够在一起的每分每秒
你知道吗？
虽然当时我不习惯
也会埋怨要走很长的路
但只要你牵这我的手
多长的路我也肯陪你走
你知道我坐 mrt 会头晕
有时候也甘愿付多一点钱去坐德士
但我也告诉过你
我会学习习惯，就不会浪费钱了
对不对？
Dear。。。
你知道现在我有多想你吗？
我真的很想再一次
和你一起去度假
哪里都好
只要你在我身边
不必工作，不必NS
什么烦恼都不想
就开开心心的过我们的每一天

Thank you..

2011-06-18T05:16:00.004+08:00

Thx to Dragonica Elga server,
Thx to Mystified guild,
Thx for kl outing,
And i met you,
Thx to skype,
Thx to whatsapp,
And we're able to fell in love!
Thx to viber,
For those free overseas call.
Thx to iphone,
To let us webcam in skype.
Thx to Airasia and Five stars
For sending me to Singapore,
Or brings you to Malaysia.
Thx to fate,
To let us be together <3
Thx to you, my dear..
The one who loves me so much..
Im proud to have you,
And you'll be mine always!
I love u baby <3

Counting down..

2011-06-17T02:54:00.002+08:00

1 more week, next friday is his first book out
Although we cannot meet up,
but at least we can whatsapp all the time
And skype with u looking at ur botak face =D
Count down 2 years for ur NS to end
About 730 more days? =x
After London Olympic ba? Then is getting closer and closer
Aiks, nvm, is ok...
I'll wake up everyday happily,thinkin that
IS A DAY CLOSER TO SEE YOU!!
Another 4 months, about 122 days for me to see you
Lookin forward for the day to come..

Pyramid

2011-06-16T03:35:00.006+08:00

Earthquakes cant shake us
Cyclones cant break us
Hurricanes cant take away our love

You said that if 2012 really happened
Although we cant die together =x
If the tsunami came from top and i'll die first
But if its from the bottom and you'll die first
But at least we died on the same day
With our love feelings still strong
I really hope that we could build a pyramid
With a very solid rock
So that no one can break it!
Long distance relationship is indeed a hard thing
Most of them ended with tears in both sides
But can we make it possible?
I cant guarantee or confirm with it..
Dear, i really miss you
When can i hold u tight again? ><
Hope that everythn goes fine in ur camp <3

Dear..

2011-06-15T03:20:00.001+08:00

I miss you..
I love you!
And i need you!!

朋友？

2011-06-12T00:31:00.001+08:00

那些不值得我交的朋友，我都不想去交！

原来

2011-06-08T20:44:00.002+08:00

我发现我在马来西亚的朋友越来越少
你在当兵的期间，我应该也只能在家了
看戏也好，上网也好
但不管我在做些什么
我的心都一直在想着你

Tears..

2011-06-08T01:07:00.003+08:00

and finally, we still need to press the 'end' from skype
at 1st, i thought only my tears will fall abit..
but no, im not that strong!
i cried, alot..alot..
especially the moment i hang up the call
i dun knw why..im feeling really really sad..
i also dun knw why am i feeling this way,
its not the end, we not breaking up
he still loves me, i still love him
but, why? why my heart so pain?
he can call me almost everynite!
i still have him, he's still mine!

ok, finally my tears stop falling
after i read his msg,
thx dear for the msg, it really cool me down
thx for everything, i'll stay strong!
so lets make it together!

我最不想到来的那天

2011-06-07T20:13:00.002+08:00

听了几个朋友告诉我一些心事
我突然发现我真的真的很幸福
因为有你，这么爱我，这么疼我
但明天你就要进兵了，
那我是否还是会那么幸福呢？
我们有太多太多的难关要经历
我相信，也希望我们能够捱过
因为我是真的真的很爱你！
亲爱的，请你好好的照顾自己！
我会等你的！

2011-04-28T00:24:00.005+08:00

Gonna see him in 2 more days for 3 weeks!
He will be stayin here for 2 weeks
then fly to Singapore with me,
to celebrate my birthday there!
Im so happy that he had prepare quite alot of money for the trip and present!
And i cant wait for the day to come.
But, this may be the last time we meet,
He will be going for his ns for at least 2 years!
I also have no idea if we can meet up during these period or not.
Even if we do, also will be a very very short period.
My tears cant stop fallin, which i cant control!
Is a must for him to go ns, haih! WHY???
This blog has been abandoned for so many months
and maybe it will be my very good friend very soon...

Dear...

2011-01-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

Will you tired of traveling to meet me everytime?

Memories

2011-01-14T01:41:00.002+08:00

I still remember when the first time i saw u in Changi Airport
We both were so paiseh =x
My friend passed u my luggage
And u started busy talking with them and never even look at me
and say 'hi'??
Lols i was the one to said that first!
I dun knw how to say out the feeling
But it was sweet, i felt so warmth when i saw u
But i have no confident that time,
because i was with spec and ugly looked =x
But i was like finally! FINALLY i can see u!
and now u're just infront of me!
And i knw that u're shy, so i dun blame u ^^

And the first time u hold my hand~
It was so sweet..
the first time u kissed me~
And the way u hold me tight and went to sleep..
The way u care, the way u love..
All those feelings, i still can refresh it
and really miss the feelings..
Cant wait to see u again my love..
I believe this year's Valentine will be a great one for me <3

Happy 1 month

2011-01-02T01:53:00.005+08:00

my dear~
I really love u more than i did before <3
So tell me that u do too? =x
Received a bouquet of my fav blue and white roses today
Unexpected~
I nvr thought it was you the sender~
Is impossible to send flower from Singapore?
Hahah but really it was from YOU!!!!
and i was so touched and happy
and although i just checked that blue roses is not suitable
for u to give it to me
But as you said, my dear like it~
Haha yeah just ignore it, as long as i love it
I love BLUE and WHITE roses~
So thank you so much my dear~
I really really love it <3

Departure

2011-01-01T02:49:00.004+08:00

I really really feel so sad once im leavin Singapore
That is when we gonna be apart again
I tried to control, but my tears still fall
I really really hope that i could missed the flight
But if i really missed the flight,
How i come back Malaysia then?
Haih, i still remember tat feeling
Is so so so pain and sad~
But now..im lookin forward for February
To see you again~
Happy 1 month my dear <3

Happiness..

2010-12-06T01:30:00.002+08:00

Im glad that i found a guy who loves my good and weak point~
Love you Dear~ <3

Rainy day..

2010-11-29T16:28:00.003+08:00

makes me miss him more..
And hmm..
I bought him something...
Hehe~ hope he'll loves that...

Appreciate

2010-11-16T16:21:00.001+08:00

Although is silly..
But thanks for the diamond rose ^^
I love it..
And u are always silly.. LOLS

I wish..

2010-11-09T01:57:00.003+08:00

that this is the last time..
the last time i'll cry for u..

Relief?

2010-11-09T01:27:00.004+08:00

I guess i am now..
But is a GUESS, perhaps not..
He called me last night just to say good night
And msn with me now, and said that he did it
To really treat me as a friend now,
Im so glad to hear that! But tears auto dropped too
But i hope this time is for sure and for real..
He gets to sleep so early today, I miss him too
Good night..

LOLS

2010-11-05T03:15:00.001+08:00

Someone told me that someone likes me
Haha~ i dun really believe it
But also kinda believe about it..
Oh no, what is this lols~

The End..

2010-10-26T02:04:00.001+08:00

And he choose to talk to me on his birthday..
And i've hurt him deeply on his birthday..

Impossible?

2010-10-24T23:53:00.001+08:00

Tell them i was happy
And my heart is broken
Tell them what i hoped would be
IMPOSSIBLE
I can't breathe without you, but i have to~

Finally..

2010-10-20T01:47:00.009+08:00

I've made my decision
But i still feel so sad
Al though it ended so fast
But there's something very strong feeling in my heart
Was sad this morning,
Cant stop thinkin of u and my tears started dropping again!
But thanks for the message,
It makes me feel so warm and nice, but haih... ...
I really miss you ~ Do you?

Two is better than One??

2010-10-17T22:58:00.004+08:00

I kinda forget that i have a blog until one of my friend found out this blog
That means i wun be writing blog if im happy and not emo
For the past 3 months, i kinda enjoyed my life,
And now i am suffering
Kept thinkin about the same damn freaking question!
Was playing one of my favourite song just now
And i cant believe my tears dropped
Until the tears blocked my eyes to look at the piano notes,
What am i doing right now?
What decision should i make?

I'm Sorry..

2010-10-16T16:10:00.003+08:00

Im so sorry..
Thats all i can say right now..
I dun know what should i do..
I dun know what my heart really wanted to be..
I dun know how deep i've hurted you..
But i guess that's all i can do for now..
For you and me, that's the only solution..
Although i know is tough, is hard, is sad and is hurt
But we just need to try..

Confused

2010-10-14T21:12:00.003+08:00

I should have stop all these, but i just cant stop it!
Was bored at shop and search for his facebook profile,
And makes me think of him for just that second.
And i shall not disappoint him now, because he's so nice to me!
But i just can't stop thinking of you ~

Life

2010-07-29T03:12:00.003+08:00

Was too free and randomly read some older post
that i've been posted in my blog for these 2 years
Been thru alot of good and bad things
With different guys and friends..
Although some are emo posts,
but is part of my memories..
Sometimes it hurts me deeply,
And sometimes is sweet thru my heart
Some of them doesn't care how u feel, and how u hurt
Because you're not important for them..
This is life.. everyone been thru this..
But when u found someone tat is really in love with you
And always put u in the first place,
That means u found ur true love and happiness..
But sometimes the more u care,
the more it goes..
Yes, although i've gave up on you,
But u're always in my heart,
The one that i will always be missing and thinking of
Even if i have a boyfriend in future,
I still cherish u, and hope that u'll be good!

偶然

2010-07-28T23:38:00.001+08:00

偶然回头望那回忆，获得也失去
心牵挂着的你，是否平安如昔?
是否我挣开眼就能再遇见你?

Now that i know..

2010-07-24T02:23:00.002+08:00

Why can't i remain friendship with those guys?
Maybe the way i rejected them was wrong!
Or maybe they were just playing a fool with me?
I just dun really like to waste each other's time
But most of them stop contact with me after get rejected..
Yeah, maybe i should try other way from now on..
But....HOW???!!!!

Nobody But You..

2010-07-21T21:13:00.002+08:00

You said that you would dance with me..
I always remember that..
That is why i always think of u when i was in the club
But that would never happened..
So i better stop thinking of you..
But everytime when other guy be good with me,
I will be thinking of you too~
Because in your eyes i would like to stay..
And wish that u were the one to be good with me..

Thank You..

2010-07-21T16:02:00.003+08:00

Just received my favourite flower from someone..
It's blue rose that i wish to have
Although i feel so happy, but i dun know what should i do now..
Someone that i've rejected and doesn't have any feeling to..
And i've hurt him so many times..
Still never give up on me..
But i am missing another him
I dun wish to waste this guy's time for me..
But he is very good to me, until sometimes i felt so touched too
Should i give him a chance? for someone that i dun love?
No, i can't imagine me couple with him =x
Just hope that we maintain as a friend,
And i dun wish to lose him too,
Cus i appreciate him as my friend..

You never know..

2010-07-18T17:12:00.002+08:00

I really miss you..
And i really do..
But..!! Pls stop appearing in my dream or thoughts
As i dun wanna get emo because of that..
And i still remember what u had told me before..
But do u really mean it?
Will u ever think of me for just a second?

Haih...

2010-07-15T00:18:00.002+08:00

I saw u in my dream last 2 days..
You surprised me when i first saw you..
And i was very happy..bcus is all unexpected..
But i wasn't dressed well, but u dun mind..
And suddenly i realised it was just a dream..
A very sweet and nice yet miserable dream..
Why do i had such dream?
Can't i have a nice sleep and dreamless night?
And i dreamt of someone that i've lost contact for years
And he just suddenly appeared in my dream..
Haihh...Wtf is all these???

My First Performance..

2010-07-06T01:50:00.002+08:00

is on the 31st of July 2010
at KEC club, and i still cannot confirm the time yet.
Few violinist and i am the only cellist.
Should i feel proud or nervous?
But im glad that i have the chance to perform and join the small orchestra group
as my skill is still freaking noob!
Kinda lazy to practise for the last 2 weeks,
So this week im gonna practise more
or i'll make mistakes on that day..
But i am sure that i can make it and getting better!
Because practise makes perfect!

Haihh..

2010-07-01T01:42:00.000+08:00

And i realised i miss u so much~

Updates

2010-06-05T15:26:00.002+08:00

I've collected my Main Master Card from Public Bank!
Although i dun use much, but i still happy that i got it
Is my own card, not a sub one from my dad or anyone else
My next target..is to buy my own gucci bag for myself!

问号

2010-05-29T02:20:00.003+08:00

身为朋友的我，真的是没资格问你这么多
就好象我也不喜欢那些男生问我这么多
所以有时我不多问你
可是你也很喜欢问我在哪，在做什么
有时也会告诉我你在哪，在做什么
但，当你不告诉我时，我却很想知道
对你，我真的做了很多我自己也不可相信的事
所以有时我也不知道自己在做什么
更不明白自己对你的感觉
可是，目前还是把你当朋友看待。。

Confused..

2010-05-27T03:07:00.004+08:00

Really happy to see you..
Happy to chat with you..
Happy to talk with you on the phone..
Happy if you ask me out..
But i know you're different from other guys..
Alot..Alot..
And i really dun know what we actually wanted..
Maybe like this will be much more better..
Sometimes i suddenly thought of him,
Someone i used to missed..
But i know, is imposibble..
Tomorrow going to watch movie with another him..
Im not giving any chance,
Just as a normal friend to watch a movie...

Monday~

2010-05-25T02:46:00.001+08:00

Im happy today!

My 21st Birthday

2010-05-19T21:15:00.004+08:00

has over,
Thanks to my parents to actually helped and did everything for my party
And thanks to all my friends and relatives who attended my party
Thanks for the wishes and presents~
Finally i am 21, legal to casino and clubs and many more
And yes i am getting older and older,
Goin to get married in few years time
Or im gonna be 'lao gu po' lols~
Didnt really made some big wishes as i have too many,
And dun know what to wish as well~
But i know my family loves me, and i love them too
Most importantly is all of us stay healthy and happily
And of cus i wish both of my shops business are good and getting better!
But to you, I have no idea about it..

Planning..

2010-04-08T16:40:00.001+08:00

to buy a new phone..

My phone is like so 'chan' already

But i really no money..

Really dun know how..

Haih..

Finally...

2010-04-07T18:06:00.002+08:00

finished my monthly installment for Cello

And the Cello is officially MINE!!!!

Haha and im officially broke now~

My 21st Birthday!

2010-04-07T17:24:00.006+08:00

Was discussing with my dad about it

How to celebrate my 21st birthday?

I wan it to be special and cheap lols

Cause is just once in my lifetime

Everyone is having a big party at home

Or go clubbing with friends

But for me, i guess i only celebrate with some close friends

And i dun have much money though..

So temporary we have 1 in our list,

But still not confirmed yet

And my daddy will bring me to the place and have a look with it first

And yeah i asked him about my credit card!

Finally im 21 lols! The main reason i need it is when i pump petrol in the petrol station

Is much more easier right?Haha

Then he suddenly says :

Actually i already register for u 2 months ago

Remember that time when u were napping and Sharon came and let u sign something?

I told her i wan to pass it to you on your birthday itself!

And at first she says no problem, but now she told me cannot make it

Because u need to be 21 only can register for credit card!

Ahhhh...I was so touched! I thought it was just some car loan or something!

And I didnt know that my dad actually wanted to give me a surprise!

Although is kinda sad cannot get his surprise, but i really feel happy after knowing that..

Thank you so much Daddy!!

April Fool?

2010-04-01T02:13:00.003+08:00

No, not for me, actually i hate this day because everyone is like not serious in talking

I really dun know why does this day exist.

But i am telling the truth here..

Im not gonna do that anymore!!!

Control~!! Yes i know u can!!

SECRET

2010-03-24T03:02:00.008+08:00

How are you lately?

Just wan a greeting from you

And wanna know what exactly happened previously

Really miss the day we used to talk to

Do you??

遇见

2010-03-21T23:17:00.002+08:00

今天刚刚看完一本小说, 觉得我的情况有那么一点点像女主角吧.

明明知道不会有结果的事情,也坚持要去做

其实是不是每一件事情都不期望结果

但只享受过程, 或曾经拥有?

已经知道不应该跟你这么熟

明明知道一定会发生的事情

最残忍的是, 当我们已经不在联络的时候

我既然发现我真的很想念你

到底我期待的那天会不会到来?

每当听到Sexy Bitch 这首歌, 都会想起你

你也说过要学一首王力宏的歌给我听

可是很多的一切你都来不及办得到

但我也不怪任何人

只是觉得很可惜就这样和你这个很谈得来的朋友失去联络

到底我们还有机会在MSN聊天吗?

Considering..

2010-03-19T04:11:00.004+08:00

Should i perm my hair?

Or Straighten it?

Finally my hair is long and ready to perm it

But suddenly i saw this hairstyle

I seriously in love with it

But so hard i keep my hair to finally get long

And if i wan to follow this hairstyle

I need to cut it =x

And no fridge for me lols

Open Center part, will it be so outdated?

But this hairstyle really cool!

How?? HoW? HOW???!!

I See You??

2010-03-15T03:26:00.003+08:00

Went clubbing with a bunch of friend on Wednesday

I feel so grateful that i managed to control myself

from drinking alot of liquor to control my emotional

Cause i dun wish to have the same situation before

So i drank abit to make myself get high and try to dance with my fren

To stop myself from thinkin?

Actually what am i thinkin about?

I only know that i should and MUST control my feeling

And finally i did it!

And really enjoyed with my friends..

But somehow..there was some misunderstanding?

But i guess it wasnt a big problem

And... i shall just stop it here..

The Beginning

2010-03-08T23:16:00.003+08:00

Something happened yesterday..

That i dun wish to.. but as i expected too

Felt so sorry about it and dun wish to hurt anyone =x

Today went out with siaopo, feel so happy that we managed to hang out again

Thx and sorry siaopo~ Maybe we had some misunderstanding before

Went Neway and sang for 4 hours non stop, it really kills my throat

But im happy, cause i love to sing~

I just wan to thank all of my friend

In game or real life~ Thx for everythn, i love you guys ^^

OMG??!!!!

2010-02-25T00:22:00.003+08:00

HATE U~~!! *u urself know who i am refering to*

How can u leave me alone? and go with ur game gf?

Long distance relationship? haha i tried b4

It was sweet but hard la haha!!

My relationship with him was 6 months, lets see urs?

Haha anyway, Gambateh!!!

HAHAHA

2010-02-23T22:40:00.003+08:00

Too excited!!!

I lost 2kg for this CNY!! Yoohoo~~

Haha, i thought that i would gain weight

Wow, tats good!! Control urself from taking supper!! ^^

But always cant fall asleep due to the 'hungryness' =x

Anyway, supper is not good for health too

And..and, my sleeping time is getting more and more LATE lols

But i do enjoy skyping with my friends while playin together ^^

CNY 2010

2010-02-16T15:30:00.002+08:00

It was fun to play cards with all my cousin at my Aunty's house

All of us lost alot to my uncle lols

So happy to see my cousin Vicky and her husband Alfred again

Went Greenbox around 9pm

Lols that hour was so damn expensinve RM52 per head =.=!!

Saw my handsome again, lols so happy ^^

How i wish to go England with my cousin for her graduation day

And we planning to go Singapore soon?haha

Starting to save money now?

Okay..

2010-02-06T16:59:00.003+08:00

I guess i've prepared for CNY

to take ang pow

to work for cny

to gamble?haha

FOOD, and i guess i will put on weight after tat

new clothes?but no new shoes =x

new resolution?

Haha and yeah CLUB!! i suddenly miss clubbing after so long

Hope is a good tiger year for me!!!

Enjoy dude~ Happy Chinese New Year

Self Confident??

2010-01-28T23:08:00.003+08:00

Me : lux, upload more picture at ur facebook i wan to see

She : No, cus that is not my main blog, in Thai we play hi5

Me : i also have hi5 4 years ago, but i forgot the email and pass if not i can add u and view

She : y wan to see me? scared me ugly? if i am ugly wise ( her game bf tat she told me he loves her in real) wun talk to me, that week he 24 hours look at my webcam. Wise dun like ugly girl

Me : speechless.. didnt reply her! wanted to say means u claim urself very pretty?but i nvr, cus dun wanna quarrel wif her

She is a thai lady, 33 years old, always flirt with guy in game and she told me mostly the guys love her in real after saw her webcam.And the guys are 18 and 24 years old from msia. Lols one of my fren say, thai girl?i go club can simply bring back one!! lols but she always act that she is very pretty!!

So i wan to add her in hi5 to view more pic of hers. but look at our conversation, it makes me feel so...hahah dun know how to say. Sometimes self confident too high is not good also rite??

Do u feel speechless wif this??

Sweet Dream or a Beautiful Nightmare??

2010-01-28T13:30:00.004+08:00

I wonder...the same person appeared in my dreams for the past few days. In a different situation i met him in my dream. Am i missing him that badly?? I never thought of him during the day, still go for work as usual, play dragonica, facebooking, and msn for yesterday. Chat with Ivan awhile, He just married with his beautiful girl on the 1st of January, feel happy for them. Added him in facebook and saw his wedding dinner was so grand! Ok, back to my story, I really dun know why i had such dream, it really make me so miserable once i was awake. Been repeating my favorite song Two is Better than One, still love this song so much after so long, is a relax and emo love song for me. When can i get over this?? The dream was so nice yet miserable, i rather not to dream about it and have a nice sleep tonite..

Finally...

2010-01-21T17:39:00.004+08:00

i bought my beloved cello that cost me RM1300

gonna pay as installment for 3 months

around 400++ per month

means for this comin 3 months,

i cant buy anythn else, as i still need to pay my fees

But im happy i bought my cello, at least i can practice at home

Waiting for my cny ang pow now!!!

CNY Shopping

2010-01-19T00:30:00.002+08:00

Just ordered alot alot of Clothes from webbie

Damn lazy to go shopping mall

As no one free to accompany me and lazy

But im gonna go next week to buy some accessories!!!

Went for skin specialist and spent RM110 for medicine

Totally broke now!!

How's ur cello doin??Are u still buying it??

LOLS OF CUS!!!! but wait till cny ang pow =x

Bad Day

2010-01-13T23:53:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was my bad day

Found out sumthn which cause me feelin unwell

Secret, cannot be told =x

At nite someone blame me in game and had some argument

Was so sad tat time, but after woke up today ok le

Today went for my 2nd cello class

I was so happy and excited!

But now my finger damn pain, i really need to practice my finger strength

Was saving money to buy my cello, really need it so badly

I need to stay at home and practice for hours!

This month have plenty of my friend's 21st birthday

Im so broke, where do i find those money for their prezzie??

Cello

2010-01-06T18:18:00.002+08:00

Just back from my first class,

And i really need to buy 1 cello to practice at home

The cheapest will be around RM1300,

Haih i really need to find some money to buy my cello

And i really hope i wun be learnin half way and stop

As i know learnin cello is hard, and my fingers all no strength

Is fun learning cello though!

GreenBox

2009-12-29T01:31:00.002+08:00

Just back from GreenBox with Mei fong and her bf, and frens

At first i tought i will sesat there, but no, they were so friendly!

So happy to see my lengchai again, he still work there!!!!

Haha almost half year i didnt go there, i tot he already quited or sumthn

Alot staff changed, but he still there haha! 1 of my fren switched to Morning shift =x

My lengchai wearin specs today but also look cute and nice hehe!

And and... he smiled to me ^^

How Sad...

2009-12-11T22:06:00.003+08:00

Not going to Singapore anymore
Because of all the sudden changed
And alot of problem occurred
And i decided not to go anymore
Wasted 100 bucks for my passport
I might be using the money i saved to buy cash?
I dun know, mind cant work, blank, im totally blank now...

Hello 2010

2009-12-10T19:49:00.005+08:00

Have you ever thought that you are wasting ur time in ur life?
What have you done to improve your life?
Have you ever thought about the matter?
Are you happy in your every single life?
Time passes so fast and here comes the year of 2010
Am i getting old?

Crap or heart voice?

2009-12-09T22:25:00.003+08:00

~Nothing to post about recently~

*spent alot for dragonica #someone pls slap me#*

*have some problem about Singapore trip*

*starting to work at klang jaya on Sunday*

*didnt top up my phone for days*

*but texting with him last nite*

*missing him*

- Will u be there ? -

*i wished*

Congratulations

2009-11-29T13:59:00.004+08:00

28th November 2009

Is a Saturday, took off on that day

To attend My cousin sister (Vicky) wedding dinner

Around 4pm started to prepare

And done around 5.30 gosh i took so long to dress up

Because i cannot find a suitable dress for myself

Looked so fat when i wear those dresses

After the preparation, my room was like the world war

It was so damn freaking MESSY

But i just need to rush to Kl Marco Polo

When we reached there, in the door entrance

Got 1 guy asked are u Whaylyn? but he pronounce wrongly

I was so blurr cus i dun know this guy

He dun look like the pic i saw, so i guess he's not the husband

But at the end only i know it was him haha!

But he look more handsome than the pic i saw previously

Pretty + handsome = Nice couple ever ^^

The food was nice too

Congratulations to them

Wish both of u all live happily and lovely everyday ^^

Shopping??

2009-11-18T19:54:00.003+08:00

Went to Aeon alone this afternoon
Finally bought the sandals which cost me around 50 bucks
I can use it when im at Singapore
But i saw one more heels
Which i love so much
Always saw in magazine
This time is RM100~~!!!
Actually the heels is worth 100 bucks
But i just dun have any extra for it
I was thinkin, i seldom go out
Means i dun need that heels SO MUCH
But when i wan to go out = no heels anymore
Cus the previous one was tight already
Next saturday nite gonna attend my cousin's wedding dinner
What should i wear then??? Haih
Window shopping alone..last time i hate this feeling
But this time i kinda enjoy, i walked in some boutique shop
See if i can search for any nice and cheap dinner dress?
Went to cinema to check out New moon
Forgotten that today is wednesday
Cinema will be very crowded, so cannot manage to ask the counter
2010 was full for today, i wanted to watch that too!
Who is kind to accompany me to watch this both movies?
I spent less than 1 hour at Aeon, so free parking haha
So means shop with friends will be more fun? hehe

WTF??!!

2009-11-14T13:53:00.002+08:00

Connection was so bad for these 2 weeks
I damn pissed with the fucking delay!
I wan to play game and i wan to level up
Stuck at level 53 for so long!!!
I even died while training
What is wrong with the Streamyx line??
My dad called and complained also no one repair it!
How long more i need to go thru this??
I really cannot stand it anymore!!!

Two Is Better Than One

2009-11-11T20:36:00.002+08:00

by Boys like Girls featuring Taylor Swift
Love this song so much!
Is so relaxing and nice~
Is actually a song for a movie New Moon
If im not mistaken will be showing at the cinema on the 20th
Im gonna watch it because i love Twilight too~

End of 2009, and year of 2010 is coming soon
So i am turning to 21 next year, hope everythn goes fine
Trip to Singapore is around the corner
Im gonna visit the club there
And i really hope to meet you, As u said u will arrange time for me
Having sore throat these few days *ehem*
Went Aeon with Grace and my sis last nite
Spent for Kinsahi, and aim for 1 sandals
It cost me around 50 bucks, so im still considering
But i know i will buy it hehe!
Christmas for this year will be much more better than last year
I still rmb how i celebrated x'mas last year haha
It wun happen again for this year rite?
Haha definitely wun!

F U N N Y

2009-11-08T22:57:00.003+08:00

Juz now got 1 girl and 1 guy came my shop
and asked my permission for using my toilet
I looked at them wearing weird and hair style was weird too
After they left i continue facebooking
After that Station 1 got function
I went and see and they said got singer comin
Then i stand there and see 1 special guest singing
And when the singer came i looked at her
She smiled at me, and i didnt know
Actually she was the one who talked to me juz now
And went to my shop's toilet
Haha she is Karen Gong Ke Yun
Heard her name before, saw her mv and love her few songs
But i didnt know it was her!
Haha i feel so funny with the incident juz now
But she look cute in real, and very kind and friendly!
Good luck to her anyway!

Upcoming~

2009-11-06T21:12:00.003+08:00

Bukit tinggi Outlet will be shifting to Klang Town on December
By that time, i will go back to Klang Jaya outlet to work
So my working time will be 11pm to 10pm
Although i cant sleep till 1120am every morning
But at least i finish working at 10pm
I can go out chiong with frens, or go back home chiong Dragonica?
Now a days daddy told me alot thns again,
Im trying to change myself to be better
Now he wants me to learn more thns
So i will follow my mum to hypermarket to restock
And need to do alot stuff as he wish to let me handle 2 shops
So im gonna be some aunty always go to buy stuff
Which i dun like so much!!!
But is ok, thats my job, so i need to do it!
And i hope i can manage all my workers
I need to be more strict to them!
Really really hope i can be a good leader =x

Regreted

2009-11-02T21:27:00.002+08:00

Shouldn't have added u back as my Buddy
You were the one who deleted us First!
And when you dun have friends and guild anymore
You come and find for us? And give me so many stupid excuses?
Really really regret to know u..
Pls dun make me hate you more!
And pls control ur attitude as no one will tahan u anymore!
You are not a princess, so u can have ur mood i also can!

Released

2009-11-01T13:26:00.002+08:00

Taylor Swift New album/song

Fearless Platinum Edition

Contained 6 fully new songs

I feel is nice and i really love her

She is so beautiful!!!

Go go check out her new songs!!

Lady gaga's bad romance nice meh?

$ $ $ $ $ $ $ $ $

2009-10-31T20:07:00.003+08:00

Finally made my first passport!
But now after my calculation
I feel that i really have not enough money to go Singapore
So how? Go Thailand? or juz waste the RM100 passport?
My friend told me at least bring 1000sgd
Means is almost RM3000???
Where should i find all these money??
But i really dun wan to give up,
I really really really wish to go Singapore so MUCH!!!
But once i think of money problem,
It really freak me out!!
Should i just stay at Sguan cousin's house?
Or go for a very cheap hotel at Geylang? =x
Haih i dun know what should i do now

.........

2009-10-28T20:43:00.003+08:00

Nothin to post about recently,
Still havin the same life,
Sometimes miss the world outside
But really really lazy to go out!
Im so sorry about yday, i know u were angry wif me
I need to do my passport by tml
And i really need to save more money
Although i dun go out so often now
But i really dun know where i spent my money
Petrol, top up phone and what else??
Seeking for a good listener too
But seldom hang around anymore
Sorry is my fault =x
Now a days those guys keep msg me again
I dun know what they wan from me
But just trying to stay as a friend but not more than then
And i always told myself to sleep early
But i just cant make it! I dun like to sleep early i just dun know y
But i kept thinkin will my face be so terrible forever??
I hope it wun, i really wish to have a clean face
Can someone sponsor me for plastic surgery?? =x
Anyway, Happy Halloween ppl~~!!!

Peaceful

2009-10-17T19:45:00.003+08:00

My life seems to be very peaceful now
Everyday work and dragonica only
But my stomach doesn't seems to have a peaceful day
Everyday also got 'mood'
Sometimes no appetite, whole day didn't eat much
Sometimes hungry like hell, eat alot~
Dun know what is wrong with it
Didn't hang out with friends seems to be good and bad
But dun worry friend, i wun forget all of you
Just that now a days i dun have the mood to go out
Love to stay at home to watch tv and play game
Even when i go out, my 'heart' also at home =x
Im really sorry for that..
Now a days didn't meet much, at least we wun argue rite?
Thats good for all of us, i feel good with that
So im having my relax and peaceful life
Working life is good too, but just always argue with one of my chef
I hate that feeling, i really dun wanna argue with ppl
But why must u talk to me like that? Everyone also have their own limit
Once i cannot tahan, i will argue back, and this is when the quarrel will starts
But when i dun talk to him, he will come and talk to me
I know work at kitchen is very hot and moody
But do u think we work as serving also wun be moody?
Sometimes customers scold or complain to us
But they wun scold you rite? So pls think of my side too!

L I M I T

2009-10-12T21:02:00.002+08:00

My dad juz scolded me for sleepin so late everyday
He's gonna switch off the internet at 3am now
HaaaaaaiiiiiihhhhhH~~~~!!!! How SAD~~~~~

S L E E P L E S S

2009-10-11T12:27:00.002+08:00

Cannot fall asleep these 2 days,
After i logged off about 4am
Went to bed like normal, i dun have this feeling for so long
But now, again! I cannot fall asleep
Role here and there for half an hour
Then find ppl to text with me only i fell asleep
Last nite someone called me, then we talked
Only i able to sleep till the next morning
Why is all this comin back to me again?
Im very sleepy and tired, headache and eye pain too
But it just cant fall asleep.
And im goin to settle sumthn in game today!
Cannot stand them anymore~
Anyway, last few days i already changed my job,
From Acolyte to Oracle, im level 40 now
And is under slacking mode

Outgoing

2009-10-09T21:07:00.003+08:00

6 October 2009

Was sleeping like a pig

Suddenly tat siao zha bo called me at 12pm =.=!

On the phone wif her half asleep

Then talked till awake and very semangat

Around 1pm we hang up, cus she needs to continue working

Thought of continue sleepin, but my eye was like gold fish already

Took my lunch and watched tv

Then started to train my Acolyte!

Didnt really chiong much, cus i only train for few hours

Preparing to go out at 7pm

Cus need to put makeup, and need to put very thick foundation

to cover all my pimples =x

Then go and fetch tat zha bo and headed to Pyramid

Reached there around 9pm already

Actually we go there to look for present for her bf

But we were too late, so the most important we need to do first

is to stop our stomach from making noise!

We went Dragon-i and walked around after dinner

She bought 1 pair of couple ring and curved their name on it

By that time, the complex already half closed

After that we drove thru Barcelona

Wanted to go in, but the time was still early

No place to go~ drove back to klang

Dropped by MacD Petronas and bought Ribbena

Ops, is still inside my fridge =x

Came back home and login my Aco

Trained awhile then go to bed

Had a sweet dream? Or a beautiful nightmare?

-Picture of the day-

L O V E

2009-10-09T14:42:00.005+08:00

" I love you "
This word is so powerful
I wun simply say this to anyone
Except the one i really love.
But why some of u can say tis word so easily?
Why some ppl take a relationship as a game?
Maybe im narrow minded, still outdated
I just hate ppl who break their promises
And hate ppl telling me sweetwords which is not true just to make me happy
As in perfunctory?? that is the one i hated most!
Now i feel good with my single life
I guess i dun need any boyfriend for this moment?
Im trying to love myself more, and this will be more actual
Thats y i put on weight =.=! eat too much!!
But i still need to take good care of my face,
Hope it turns better someday.
I love my family, and
MYSELF~~!!!

F R I E N D S H I P

2009-10-09T14:31:00.007+08:00

Now a days i feel sad for this
What does friendship means?
I dun know where should i get started
Even in real life or in game
Thought of having one good friend in Dragonica
But now i feel that she have attitude problem
She looks different from the 1st day i knew her
Even now we dun talk much anymore
But she is very close with my Dragonica bf now
If you wan him, and wan ur lvl higher than me
Then go ahead, if u are happy for tis
Now a days i also very lazy to train, under slacking mode
So u better take this time to chiong ur lvl
Better dun sleep at nite too!! Since u are not working now
Anyway ur lvl were higher than me last nite,
So are u happy now?
Im speechless and got fedup with this..

L I F E

2009-10-07T21:00:00.007+08:00

What is life?
Why God created human?
God created thee is to know THEE
Means God created us to know God
When the minute u were born
Means u are marching to the grave,
Then why must we live in this world?
So my father told me that we make comparison in life
See who lives better in their live
So we must try our best to be successful in our life.
Sometimes i keep thinking of this matter
From the day we knew ABC,
Is when we are starting to learn how to 'earn' money
Why do we go for study?Is to get a better job when we grown up
Means all the while we are talking the same thing,
Which is MONEY, some ppl say money is not important,
But actually money is very very important,
We cant live without money, we cant survive without money,
But if u are a rich man, but u dun have a healthy body
So is useless too, so money and health is very important in our life
But what about friendship? and love?Is that important too?
Can we live without friends?Can we live without love?
Sometimes i will be thinkin, how to be perfect in life?
How to be a good daughter?
How to be a good friend?
How to be a good boss?
How to be a good sister? and,
How to be a good wife and mother in the future?
All those are question mark for me
So does tis means tat im not doing good enough?
Or i am too young for this? actually,
This is a question mark too

C A S H L E $ $

2009-10-05T21:44:00.002+08:00

Im broke, im totally broke now!
My saving for Singapore trip is like nothing?
Gonna spend my family for dinner on my mum's bday
Gonna do passport next week
Gonna buy new contact lens
Gonna buy new shoes, as i dun have any to go out
Gonna buy new facial product
And thought of goin for skin specialist for my face
But some of it is not compulsory,
But some of is is a MUST!
Just like, passport, contact lens, products and dinner
Ok, lets figure it out!

Self Quarantine

2009-09-30T14:36:00.002+08:00

Didnt go out for one week,
No more pool, No more asoka, No more Greenbox
The last time i went out was last Tues to send Sharon off
From that day onwards, i go back home everynite after work
Yesterday, was my off day,
My dad say i break my record!
Yes, first time i didnt go out during my off day
Stayed at home the whole day!!!
My siblings kept asking me
" eh? today didnt go out? " So weird
Actually we planned to go Damansara
But suddenly Grace have to OT till 9.30pm
So we thought of goin for tea after that
But ended up all of us lazy to go out anymore =x
I am turning back to my chiongster life again
Addicted to the game so much!
Trained till 6am on monday after work
Got up around 1pm the next day
Took my lunch while watchin tv, and started to train till 3am
I dun know if is good or bad to me?
It makes me stay at home everytime,
But always train till late nite still aint sleeping
And again i know friends from Singapore
Feel so warm with them, and really feel so happy
Life changing again,
So ppl, sorry for always reject to go out now
But i will go out tonite, just to spend time with friends

Public Holidays

2009-09-23T19:59:00.004+08:00

are nothing for me
I still need to work like mad
Because will be more patrons on that day
People have 4 days holiday, or even 1 week
But for me, i still off once a week only
Forever is the same, no changing
What to do?Thats my job, thats my life!!
Monday and Tuesday was very crowded
Busy serving patrons, earn money!
And that makes me so semangat
Is always better than no patrons,
Cause it makes me more lazy!
Last nite went to KLIA to send Sharon off to England
She's goin to study law for 1 year, wish u good luk dude!
Back home around 2am, drove thru MacD for my supper
While waiting for digest, trained Dragonica for a while

My First Sunday

2009-09-21T13:20:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was my off day,
So long didn't have off on Sunday
Slept at 5am on Saturday nite
First day playin Dragonica, Chiong like mad
The next day, when i open my eyes
The first thn in my mind, Chiong level!!
Was in front of the pc the whole afternoon
Haha 1 day already Level 15
Took my lunch at 5.30pm =.=!!
Then get ready to meet friends
Went Bandar Baru for Barbecue Steamboat Buffet
The first time i went with Grace, so pity 2 person only
But yesterday we have big bunch of friends
Sharon, BoonRoy, MeiFong, ChuanYee, Grace, Peonne, Ameleen, YongLiong, KokBeng and ME
After our dinner, we went for a midnight movie "Gamer"
XiaoMin and KangWei joined us for that
The movie was DAMN BORING!!! Pls dun watch that
Some of the ppl even fell asleep Muahaha
Went mamak and reached home around 2am
Then train Dragonica for awhile, slept around 4am
Actually is good that i addicted to the game
So at least i wun go out so often,
Stay at home chiong level, and save money!

Dragonica? Maple?

2009-09-19T21:21:00.002+08:00

Just now my brother let me play Dragonica for a while
So, i created one Magician account
But is only 10 digit for the character's name
So i cant put my iLovEyOuaLoT (my maple's ign)
Then i named it LovEyOuLoT
The game was fun too! But i still miss Maple life
But after some time, i bliff i will find this game fun too
Now i need to train my Magician
Find Buddy, Guild and Couple
Chiong Chiong Chiong!!
Im gonna go mad like last time how i used to chiong Maple

My First Tuesday

2009-09-16T01:40:00.006+08:00

Today, when i was sleeping like a pig
Suddenly my mum called at 1pm,
and told me that one of my worker didn't come to work
I was so frustrated! Took a quick bath and rushed to shop
Scolded one of my worker,
he should have call me at 12pm when she doesn't appear to work
But not at 1pm, while is already lunch time and full of patrons!
Came back at 3pm and took my first meal =x
Watched tv the whole afternoon
Went for late dinner at 10pm at D' Bamboo
First time there, and spent 20 bucks for my dinner
She was there too, at first i didnt look at her
She always treat me as transparent, so i do that to her too
But...she talked to me =.=!! I was so surprised and feel so weird
Then we talked, cause we have same topic
And i actually feel good too,
I really try not to have enemy in my life.
Anyway, if you treat me good, i will too!
Drove thru Grace friend's funeral, she wanted to go
But i dun want to, so fetched her home
Saw alot of ppl there, and he looked so cute,
while having the blurr face when he saw me
Anyway he lost alot of weight haha

SPEECHLESS

2009-09-12T19:37:00.005+08:00

Really Really Speechless

What should i do?

我真的受够你了，不要让我有一天会发火

Should i play Dragonica?

Really miss the time playin Maple with all my sg fren

Anyway, the movie was damn nice!

Meaningful, Funny and abit Scary

Really support Singapore movies!

Recently

2009-09-11T12:41:00.004+08:00

Went to Greenbox again!

Tis time we were late, cus it was a sudden planning

Reached around 12.30am, when the supper buffet already get started

5 of us had a kinda small room

And i wasn't very satisfied with it

Because is not my handsome's area =x

But of cus i still see him, and felt so happy

Reached home around 3.30am

When i was about to bath,

suddenly my dad asked me accompany him to bank!

Haha then i drove him to Public Bank

But the cash deposit machine was out of service

Went to bed almost 5am!

Now feeling so sleepy and tired,

Tonite gonna watch midnight movie at 11.55pm

for the movie i've been waiting for so long

Where got ghost?!

Haha so excited dey~

Cus i believe it will be a nice movie!

Management

2009-09-06T14:49:00.002+08:00

Had a discussion with my parents about my workers
I know im bad in manage all my workers
I always thought that if i treat them as a friend
At least all of us work happily, and
They wun be so stress or feel bored while working
But once i treat them as a friend,
They wun respect me as their boss
Maybe im not strict enough to them
What should i do?
Now im trying not to talk or play with them so often
Hope it helps..

AWAITING

2009-09-02T20:49:00.005+08:00

Where Got Ghost?

Singapore first horror-comedy movie

by Jack Neo again!

Haha cant wait to watch it

Heard that will be show in the cinema on Sept 10

One of my Singaporean fren told me that was nice

But abit stupid??Haha

I will never miss out this movie man!

I love today, Today is a great day

永远

A Good news..

8th Months...

Baby dear..

我的骄傲

最近

For your heart on me..

感情

2 weeks..

爱情

宝贝

Thank you..

Counting down..

Pyramid

Dear..

朋友？

原来

Tears..

我最不想到来的那天

Dear...

Memories

Happy 1 month

Departure

Happiness..

Rainy day..

Appreciate

I wish..

Relief?

LOLS

The End..

Impossible?

Finally..

Two is better than One??

I'm Sorry..

Confused

Life

偶然

Now that i know..

Nobody But You..

Thank You..

You never know..

Haih...

My First Performance..

Haihh..

Updates

问号

Confused..

Monday~

My 21st Birthday

Planning..

Finally...

My 21st Birthday!

April Fool?

SECRET

遇见

Considering..

I See You??

The Beginning

OMG??!!!!

HAHAHA

CNY 2010

Okay..

Self Confident??

Sweet Dream or a Beautiful Nightmare??

Finally...

CNY Shopping

Bad Day

Cello

GreenBox

How Sad...

Hello 2010

Crap or heart voice?

Congratulations

Shopping??

WTF??!!

Two Is Better Than One

F U N N Y

Upcoming~

Regreted